i am very tired...
wanted to have a rest but time is too short...><
need more time actually...
many people need to meet up....
i want to have my blackberry work!!so i can use it...
so i can get connect to others too ....
what's happening to everyone....

woke up this morning...
mom is the one that shake me up!!hahaha...
and then she start her '''lecture'''
things i dislike the most...
angry and sad...
it's like what happen to my mom??
too old??or there's something wrong in her mind??
she's like pressuring herself too much!!
think too much...
and she is saying something hurtful....
to everyone close to her...like her family....
should i bring her to a doctor??
just doesn't want to see her become worse!!
*worried*

my dad....see-ing him getting old....
and i can see that he is not really happy
cause my mom keep on complaining all the time..
is daddy still will be the patient ones and take every complaint??
i can see he is like giving her the "go away" look...
daddy feels sick as well??
really want to know what's going on in daddy's mind??
hope he don't keep everything and explode one day...

granny....of course she is old...but still with a very cute look..
but she's the tricky one..
as we know...old people always got "something" with them..
like diabetes, heart problem, high blood pressure, sore leg.....
my granny got all of those i list..
mainly is cause she don't really control her food...
and don really remember which medicine she should take...
she used to eat like whatever medicine she sees....
another thing is she like to eat junk food and something sweet...
without letting you know!!
she's like a mouse in our house....
she eats everything that we put on the table and when you ask..
she says :" i didn't eat those...i don like those junk food."
it's like so obvious she's the only one there...
one more thing is she'll wake up in the middle of the night...
goes to the kitchen and look for food....
*sigh*
and the strangest thing is every time we ask her to eat something...
she'll say :" No...i'm not hungry"
what happen to these people!!!

me....every night before i sleep...
things goes turning around my mind...
it doesn't feel good at all..
like now...
the eyes will just turn watery...

*singing*
"It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time"

i was 2 busy days!!meet a lot of friends and families....
and a lot of laughter!!
it was fun...^^
i am like eating like more then 6 meals in a day!!
and all those food is....
*shake head*
bad bad food!!
i'll be the second ivan(a friend that gain A LOT of weight)...i think...
and and and....feeling my throat is not going well ....><
and my skin as well...i think is allergic to seafood (from Malaysia)
so...red dot is appearing on my hand.
and as usual...a lot of mosquito...
*weee weee weeee*
keep on kissing my leg.....
so itchy!!!arrggghhhh!!!

one thing i don really like about meeting people is......
people keep on asking about my 'Girlfriend'
dont they check FACEBOOK....
DUH!!!!
update yourself please...
night...
GBu...
today is Sunday...it'll be a good daY!!

back to my home town!!
it was raining...
very small though...
meet some 2 friends in the flight!!hahaha...
the world is so small...
one is my primary classmate!
didnt see each other for like 8 years!!
she sitting in front of me...
taking picture of herself the whole journey...||
another is one of my friend's ex-girlfriend.

and then..i meet my parents after 1hour and 5 minutes flight....
a white hair man,folded arms,standing by the gate waiting...
that's my dad...and i notice he got a new pairs of glasses!!
very nice!!it's from my da shao!!
my mom was waiting in the car as it was raining...
very skinny....and old....with her NEW curly hair...
typically an old lady style...><
she said she just did it and cost her 300++
and i told her...it is not good at all(it doesn't fit me)!!
in a good way of course...
am i too rude in a good way....??
but i just being honest!!

almost forgot...my granma is with my parents too....
a little bit forgetful women....
asking who is my sister...
but in the end, she does remember who is she ...
we had supper with my parents
then i meet up with some friends and my dad's shop too..
then here i am....writing blog after my nice and cool shower....

*another day....no blog...i thought we promised....:(imy*

it's kinda late now...
got to go bed as tomorrow i need to help out in my dad's shop!!!
night guys....
GBU...
sweet dreams...

sleep at 2 last night...
wake up at 7 this morning...(9am Sydney time)
to pee....and when i went back to bed,my body is like saying...
'ready yo ROCK AND ROLL'
i cant get back to sleep anymore...
i think is my auto alarm...
cause normally i wake up around this time...
do some exercise!!so i look pump when i see my family later...^^
went breakfast...YAM CHA!!!
got egg tart,seow mai, chicken feet, pork ribs, pork bun and many many...
hehehehe...NICE!!!

then go home have some laugh!!
*watching Running man.*
then go for lunch...sushi!!
it was a long Queue but it wasn't as good as those in Sydney.
then we had some Baskin Robin..
strawberry cheesecake ice c ream..
her favourite!!
then i meet up with my sister then we go airport!!!
FLYING TO MY REAL HOME!!!
the city of Paddy!!
Kedah, Alor Setar.^^

hello....u know what!!
IM HOT!!!!
and SO WET!!!
i can barely breath!!
Aaaaahhhhhhh
Malaysia is so hot!!!
that's one of the reason i don like here...
hahahaha...

it was a lovely morning...
it was quite a rush but everything seems fine...
still catch the slight in time...
and we were the last 2 passenger to go into the plane...><
it was a good RUN!!!hahahaha...
and also....
left my phone in Siska's car...
luckily she came back for me..
thanks Sissy...oo
now....meet my friends...
ate bak kut teh!!!(herbal pork soup)
and also "snowflakes"(shredded ice with taro balls,pearls and herbal jelly [sydney's meetfresh])
CHIT CHAT...everyone seems fine...
but everyone is like saying i get skinnier...

aaaaaa....
one more thing i wanna say....
my blackberry is like not working...><
i don't know why...
will fixed it when i go back to my hometown...^^
hmmm...
was thinking...is everyone alright there??
missing me already??hahaha...
i do miss them a lot...already...:(

*3rd day no blog...is it because if the movie thingy again??
i thought u're gonnaa blog everyday...><*

anyway...i'll have my shower then go bed!!!
tomorrow will be a great day!!
night guys...
GBU!!!

was about to blog like 5 hours ago(before i go to bed)
but the server was down...can't online...that's y...
wake up and check your blog...u've been lazy too..
40 chapter in 40 days plan about the book...
*FAILED*
maybe is because of the "running man"
hahahhaa...
anyway...been busy last 2 days before i go back to Malaysia for my brother's wedding.
cause everything is left to the last minute.
'flying' around in the city getting stuff...for everyone...
so it's kinda tiring.

OKAY.........
to be honest, i don't know how i am feeling now...
can't wait to see everyone, my friends and family..
but in the same time, it's the last time i see my friend......
well....we'll see each other one day
but who know that's when...
6 month??maybe 1 year??maybe no..
anyway, you'll still see my happy smile hanging on my face...^^
aww...i'll miss her smiley eyes...

heeeeee saaaaaaaaa *yoga*
i have to clear my mind!!!
hahahaha....
talk to God..so He'll heal...
hahahaha...

back to the topic..
i think i'll have a new life when i get back in Sydney..
start from 0 again..
start planning
start working
start saving
start to learn something new..
start school
i know i was like saying this every time i went back to Malaysia
but it's just a nothing happen..hahahah...
this time!!i will do it!!

aaaaaaaa!!!!!cant wait to see my parents and brothers!!
hope they'll not complain i am skinny...
especially my mom....complaining all the time..
hope my sister wont be blame....
cause my mom always did that to my sister..><

anyway...got to keep my laptop in the bag...
until i reach malaysia...i'll keep on continuing to blog...
see you ...
i love you..^^
GB

上課鈴響了，孩子們跑進教室，這節課老師要講的是《灰姑娘》的故事。

老師先請一個孩子上臺給同學講一講這個故事。

孩子很快講完了，老師對他表示了感謝，然後開始向全班提問。

老師：你們喜歡故事裏面的哪一個？不喜歡哪一個？為什麼？

學生：喜歡辛黛瑞拉（灰姑娘），還有王子，不喜歡她的後媽和後媽帶來的姐姐。
　　　辛黛瑞拉善良、可愛、漂亮。後媽和姐姐對辛黛瑞拉不好。

老師：如果在午夜12點的時候，辛黛瑞拉沒有來得及跳上她的南瓜馬車，你們想一想，可能會出現什麼情況？

學生：辛黛瑞拉會變成原來髒髒的樣子，穿著破舊的衣服。哎呀，那就慘啦。

老師：所以，你們一定要做一個守時的人，不然就可能給自己帶來麻煩。
另外，你們看，你們每個人平時都打扮得漂漂亮亮的，千萬不要突然邋裏邋遢地出現在別人面前，不然你們的朋友要嚇著了。女孩子們，你們更要注意，將來你們長大和男孩子約會，要是你不注意，被你的男朋友看到你很難看的樣子，他們可能就嚇昏了（老師做昏倒狀，全班大笑）。

好，下一個問題：如果你是辛黛瑞拉的後媽，你會不會阻止辛黛瑞拉去參加王子的舞會？你們一定要誠實喲！

學生：（過了一會兒，有孩子舉手回答）是的，如果我 是辛黛瑞拉的後媽，我也會阻止她去參加王子的舞會。

老師：為什麼？

學生：因為，因為我愛自己的女兒，我希望自己的女兒成為王后?

老師：是的，所以，我們看到的後媽好像都是不好的人，她們只是對別人不夠好，可是她們對自己的孩子卻很好，你們明白了嗎？她們不是壞人，只是她們還不能夠像愛自己的孩子一樣去愛其他的孩子。

孩子們，下一個問題：辛黛瑞拉的後媽不讓她去參加王子的舞會，甚至把門鎖起來，她為什麼能夠去，而且成為舞會上最美麗的姑娘呢？

學生：因為有仙女幫助她，給她漂亮的衣服，還有把南瓜變成馬車，把狗和老鼠變成僕人。

老師：對，你們說得很好！想一想，如果辛黛瑞拉沒有得到仙女的幫助，她是不可能去參加舞會的，是不是？

學生：是的！

老師：如果狗、老鼠都不願意幫助她，她可能在最後的時刻成功地跑回家嗎？

學生：不會，那樣她就可以成功地嚇到王子了。（全班再次大笑）

老師：雖然辛黛瑞拉有仙女幫助她，但是，光有仙女的幫助還不夠。所以，孩子們，無論走到哪裏，我們都是需要朋友的。我們的朋友不一定是仙女，但是，我們需要他們，我也希望你們有很多很多的朋友。

下面，請你們想一想，如果辛黛瑞拉因為後媽不願意她參加舞會就放棄了機會，她可能成為王子的新娘嗎？

學生：不會！那樣的話，她就不會到舞會上，不會被王子遇到，認識和愛上她了。
老師：對極了！如果辛黛瑞拉不想參加舞會，就是她的後媽沒有阻止，甚至支持她去，也是沒有用的，是誰決定她要去參加王子的舞會？

學生：她自己。

老師：所以，孩子們，就是辛黛瑞拉沒有媽媽愛她，她的後媽不愛她，這也不能夠讓她不愛自己。就是因為她愛自己，她才可能去尋找自己希望得到的東西。如果你們當中有人覺得沒有人愛，或者像辛黛瑞拉一樣有一個不愛她的後媽，你們要怎麼樣？

學生：要愛自己！

老師：對，沒有一個人可以阻止你愛自己，如果你覺得別人不夠愛你，你要加倍地愛自己；如果別人沒有給你機會，你應該加倍地給自己機會；如果你們真的愛自己，就會為自己找到自己需要的東西，沒有人可以阻止辛黛瑞拉參加王子的舞會，沒有人可以阻止辛黛瑞拉當上王后，除了她自己。對不對？

學生：是的！！！

老師：最後一個問題，這個故事有什麼不合理的地方？

學生：（過了好一會）午夜12點以後所有的東西都要變回原樣，可是，辛黛瑞拉的水晶鞋沒有變回去。

老師：天哪，你們太棒了！你們看，就是偉大的作家也有出錯的時候，所以，出錯不是什麼可怕的事情。我擔保，如果你們當中誰將來要當作家，一定比這個作家更棒！你們相信嗎？

孩子們歡呼雀躍。